Hi guys, it's Esther. Welcome back to my pleasure. Thanks for being here. I really enjoy what we have,

and I really hope that one day it meets my emotional needs, but I also am certain that it won't,

and I think that's okay, because if my emotional needs ever get to a place where they're being met,

you'll probably never hear from me again.

Don't worry, that's never happening.

Okay, so what's new in Esther World?

For one, I had a birthday.

I turned 35.

I can legally be the president now, so look out, okay?

For two, since we last spoke, I think, I have been in New York City

and I'm going to be here probably for a few months. And I love it. But I go too hard. I get too

excited. This is like, it's the same way I kiss for the first time. That's how I act in

New York where I just give so much tongue and so much energy and so much excitement. I go, go,

go, go, go, like it makes everyone else uncomfortable. That's how I'm here in New York. I'm like,

okay, I'm going to take the subway here

and then I'm going to do that and take three dance

classes and blah, blah, blah, blah, and do all these sets.

And then I just collapse.

Like, I don't know.

You know how people, there's this saying,

you don't know your own strength.

I don't know your own strength. I don't know my own weakness. I have no idea how

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