It's not part of me anymore. I left that in my past, but I was really bad when I was younger.

I faked a heart attack in fourth grade to get out of answering a question in front of the class.

I fell to the fucking ground and grabbed my heart. Like I swear to God to God. I couldn't talk to girls. I had

panic attacks in front of my extended family at the dinner table when speaking to them.

It was... Sounds like this guy. What's it going on? Sorry he just touched my foot and I just waved this to him. What would you say?

It's going on?

It's going on? Panic attacks, dude.

Oh yeah, I used to get those when I was a teen. Pushing down on me, pressing down on you, no man has for.

Under pressure, the burns a building down,

switch the family in two, but we're recording. We are. It's on the

And we're not live but we're recording. We are.

It's on. It's on like Donkey Kong as they say. Donkey Kong? Who says that? I don't know kids these days are always in the arcade playing Kong. Yeah playing Donkey Kongong and pack man yeah tetrace yeah man

today we have a very special guest nich hawk welcome to the pod what's happening guys can you give our

uh nothing thank you for asking. Can you give our audience a rundown of who you are?

Sure. My name's Mick Hawk. I'm originally from Wisconsin. I I

rust live in college.

Join the Air Force for four years. After the Air Force, I

decided to pursue dreams of entertainment, move to California, studied acting for about five years, mainly auditioning classes. I liked him a lot, improved my confidence a lot. And around the time when my confidence developed, I started to know the town and

networking and everything was going good. I was getting callbacks to major movies,

six-figure paying national commercials, the TV show called

Jiggolos comes along. Yeah. And all my representation everybody tells you not to do reality

shows, not to do adult shows, and it was both.

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