Okay, here we are. This is Yoga Talks podcast. My name is Jay Brown. If you're new here, welcome. And if you're returning, thank you. I'm wondering,

those of you who are listening, if any of you feel like maybe the demands that are on you are starting to exceed the resources you have to meet them.

I'm wondering if I'm the only one who feels like I'm just riding on the empty line.

Normally I'd like to have a little bit more of a reserve in the tank, you know?

I like to feel like I'm not all the way out there and that it could collapse.

Not that I think that's going to happen, but oh man, my friends, right now, I am laying down

and speaking to you, which is ridiculous.

I normally, I've never done this before.

I've never tried to record while I'm horizontal. But I'm recording horizontal tonight.

Not because I can't, just because I'm freaking tired and I feel better lying down.

So I was like, well, why don't I just lie down to do this?

So I'm very lounged right now.

And today was just utterly taxing.

It was a ridiculous day.

My wife got called into work, so I was on daddy duty all day, me and my two and a half

year old.

You know how I know that I'm out of sorts when i feel resentful towards my two and a half year old

because she's still using diapers my first daughter she got off the diapers really quick she just

she didn't want to use them anymore my second daughter though she has used the the potty. I've watched her use the potty,

but she seems to know that me and my wife are really looking forward to her not using the diapers

anymore. So she's choosing to use them just to spite us.

And I was, like, pissed at her for it today, which is just ridiculous.

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