How's everybody and welcome to humble and hungry. I'm your friend Natalie Pushe. Welcome to

Wahaka. Oh, my gosh. This is long overdue. I apologize. And it's a little bit of a

shit show only because I ended up recording. So my cousin is actually here in Wahaka with

us. And we recorded a two-parter. And then the whole first 20 minutes was completely wiped

out because of the Wi-Fi. And just sort of out of our control. So I am redoing the first

20 minutes and sort of recapping you guys on the France trip. And then once I get you

guys to the part where I caught my cousin up, we're going to pick right up where we left

off. So I apologize for the edits, but it's okay. Everything happens for a reason. I will

say that I have, and that this is what I was telling her on the show, was that I've been

sort of pushing off recording. And I don't know if it's because I'm in this like weird state

of mind and a weird place. We've been traveling for a month and a half. And you know, it's

that whole Instagram versus reality thing. Like, and I honestly haven't been even posting

that much on Instagram. And you know, I'm sort of in a weird place in my life when I don't

post on Instagram. Like, when I'm in a good place, I'm posting all the time. And then when

I'm sort of like, I guess it's like whether I'm in a, not a funk, well, I'm in I guess it

could be, if I'm in a funk or if I'm just sort of like zoning out, I want to be present.

If I'm going through something, I sort of just like check out of the whole social media

bit. And it's not that like I don't want to involve anybody. It's just, you know, sometimes

it, it's a very exhausting to have to like, you know, put shit out there and post and

and sometimes I just, I'd rather be vulnerable here than there. But even here on this platform

that I love so much that I love talking to you guys, I've even been pushing off. And I,

again, was telling my cousin that I've just been going through this like, I've had so

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