All right, my first episode back since I almost died.

Everything's different.

Every single thing.

I'm sitting here with my notebook,

like we used to back in the old days,

with all the new perspectives and all the new approaches

and perspectives I have on life, I want to share them with you so you

don't have to almost die to get them. And for those of you that don't know, I was in a very, very bad

car accident recently and I shouldn't be alive right now, but I am.

And in a way I did die.

Old me, he's gone, long gone.

I've already started making a lot of changes to my life

with no fuck to give, absolutely none.

Any ounce of give a fuck that was left in me

got knocked out of me when my head hit the wall.

Bow!

But for this episode, I'm gonna walk you through my biggest regrets

when I accepted that I was going to die and I didn't.

I'm going to give you the truth, the straight up truth because everything is different.

Read between the lines when I say that.

I'm gonna open up about more of it,

but I live in a whole new place.

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