Hello everyone. My guest today is angry with her ex-boyfriend because he left her and she wants him to stay in touch

with her as a friend.

We came to understand that no she didn't want him to stay in touch with her as a friend. She wanted that intimate relationship

with him again. So a bit covert, is this familiar? So all together, let's do the work.

Hello dears, hello dears.

Oh, I'm so happy to see you this morning.

I think I'm less weepy today and I'm enjoying that. I enjoy both

actually. It doesn't have to be a reason or a cause. Just to witness, just to witness what's arising without war, without

war, without internal war, just with the curiosity and fascination.

What is that? What is that?

Oh, we just, oh, curiosity. You know, it's the absence of fear to a sane mind allows curiosity, invention, freedom. It's, you know, the absence of war and witnessing this incredible gift of life.

If someone had told me that a few years ago,

I don't, I don't know what they're,

I don't know what they're eating or drinking or using but I want some.

Oh my but you know what is the key? Well I'm glad that

and through this through some amazing grace I was shown and I love sharing that with you and

but how do I speak to it you know it's nothing that can be told because I think it's been told for centuries.

You know, what is, what is freedom? What is enlightenment? What is the absences of fear?

And why don't, you know, what is that?

Oh my goodness.

And what I've come to, to understand in my experiences and what I love passing on to those of

you that aren't familiar with self-inquiry, that you know it's like I've got a problem and my problem is no one understands me

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