Thank you for listening to the Sean Ryan show. If you haven't already, please take a minute,

head over to iTunes and leave the Sean Ryan show review. We read every review that comes through

and we really appreciate the support. Thank you. Let's get back to the show.

I remember going back behind the window. I reload another magazine and as soon as I pop out to shoot,

they all go black.

The brutality of it all and really what we were up against, I had no left to write a lot of

them into even comprehend that. The body mutilation, the headings, the dismemberment,

the human shields, all that. But the night prior, my particular commander comes in and he's like,

everyone's gonna write their death letter. Jesus Christ.

And then you hear stories of your friends that you went to bootcamp with, the school of

them to true with, that are in your body, that are fighting for their life at the same time,

that you're fighting for your life in flu, you're just to find out how those kids are dead.

I don't remember the exact numbers, but I remember the feeling. And I have never been up

to shake it ever since. That's when I had this out of body experience.

At this time, I had no idea what happened. I thought I was dead. I saw this top-down view

of what was going on. I could see my body, I could see my point man still shooting, I could see my

other teammates on their ground. We were stacking so many bodies that we had to simple trolls out

to move the bodies because they were interrupting our fields of fire. Holy shit. There were so many

bodies being stacked that the locals were driving up their ambulances and picking up bodies also.

Sirius question, who wants to take the best shit of their entire life?

Right here, I do. How do you do that? You go with Bubs, Naturals, Collagen, Protein.

You rip the thing open, you put it in your coffee, you stir it up, and you're on your way.

...