You guys, welcome to episode 38 of The Smushroom, the podcast of Deep Dives on the

well-known, and more importantly not so well-known hookups of your favorite reality TV stars.

I am your host Troy McEady and I am recording an episode alone today.

It's just me and you baby. I haven't recorded an episode by myself in a few weeks and it just felt like the right time.

Sometimes I seriously like to just sit and talk to myself for an hour out loud. Like, I know all my neighbors probably think I'm fucking insane,

but it just, I don't know, there's just something about it.

It's like a weird, like free therapy session

where like you just feel better about yourself.'m telling you you should try it even if you don't record a podcast you should just sit in a room and like

Ramble your thoughts for an entire hour by yourself. I swear to God afterwards no matter what you talked about, you just feel, I don't know. Like I just feel like I had a really great conversation. Maybe that's just because I'm a narcissist.

I'm very much a Shina Shay.

By the way, I just want to let you know that I'm like a, this is off topic and we'll get to the,

we'll get to the subject at hand here very shortly. But I'm on this like crazy

Vanderbilt dream right now because I'm restarting the season. I'm restarting the

whole series. Right now I'm on season three and you know I'm like coming down from season 2 it's really it just like

season 2 is such an emotional fucking journey and like I've only watched it the whole way through like maybe twice.

So I've never watched Vander Pump Rules the whole way through

from the very beginning to the very end since I started it when it

you know when it aired for the first time so this has been really fun and

I realized I posted this in our emotionally broken psychos Facebook group which by the way

molly and the psychos.com if you don't know I

posted this in the group but like I seriously it took me years to realize that I

just fucking stand shena Shay, I've never witnessed a more like,

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