Welcome to Ghost of a Podcast. I'm your host, Jessica Lignato. I'm an astrologer, psychic medium, and animal communicator. And I'm going to give you your weekly horoscope and no bullshit, mystical advice for living your very best life.

Tracy, welcome to the podcast. What would you like a reading about?

Hi, Jessica.

So my question was very short and sweet.

It was just how do I get over my ex?

I know.

That is the shortest question I've ever attempted to answer my life.

So before we begin, you were born November 7, 1995 in Murray, Utah at 808 a.m.

Yes. Excellent. So, okay, say a little more. Say a little more. How long ago were you and your ex together?

Oh, gosh. Okay. This is like the embarrassing, but let's go.

So I will preface this where I feel like I have a hard time getting over exes in general.

And my first like real boyfriend relationship, that was like four years long.

And to this day, I still sometimes think like, what if?

What if things could work out? What, you know, all this? But the one that isn't mentioned to this question, we met about two, three years ago. And we met through a guy who was dating at the time who was not good. Yeah, it's very messy. And so I met him and he acted very much like, oh, we're just cool. We're friends. Whatever. The second I was out of that relationship,

he was into me. And then I was like, okay, sure, let's go on this ride now. And we did. And that was

about a year of situation ship i'll call it

followed by about a year of me having him blocked and missing him every day and crying and grieving

and dating other people and missing him and then this year he came back into my life and it's been a mess ever since.

And I just have such a connection, an attachment. I have such a heavy attachment to him.

And I feel like he does to me too, but they're totally unhealthy attachments. And I feel like he brings nothing but chaos to my life.

But I'm still just like, I have a gazillion feelings about it.

So are you still dating him?

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