So walk me through your psyche right now of like celibacy.

For a long time, I wasn't even willing to say I'm off that train.

And even now, like even when you asked me earlier, I'm like,

I'm conflicted, I'm kind of in the middle.

So I'm never completely rejecting being absent.

I just know that right now it's a struggle like it's never been before.

So I think that's the huge difference between how I'm walking it out now

and why it still remains more of a conflict now.

Compared to then, I was like, I'm gonna lock myself in this room.

I'm not going anywhere.

That's it, because I knew the minute I step outside, something might happen.

Celibacy, abstinence, or as I recently discussed on a YouTube video on my main channel,

sex strikes.

Women, you all bring access to sex.

So if you want to have a serious relationship, you're trying to build something with somebody

and you're not giving them sex, they can get it somewhere else.

Interestingly, as someone who talks about sex for a living, I find myself talking about

not having sex a whole lot too.

And even like right now, I'm in currently in a season where I'm like,

I really don't give a fuck about fucking.

Remember being in a space where I thought like I would never have sex again.

I think people would be really disappointed to hear currently about our sex life.

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