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Tangentially Speaking with Christopher Ryan

626 - Deborah Eden Tull (After the Storm)

Tangentially Speaking with Christopher Ryan

Chris Ryan

Society & Culture, Arts

4.82.3K Ratings

🗓️ 22 October 2024

⏱️ 82 minutes

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Summary

Deborah and her husband lost everything but their lives and each other when Hurricane Helene washed away their house a few weeks ago. Deborah’s experience of this “emergence” is framed by her experiences as a Zen Buddhist monk, teacher, and author. I greatly appreciate her trust in sharing her thoughts and insights — even while still immersed in the rawness of her grief and shock at almost being swept away with her home and everything in it. Listen to her explain what it’s like to find diamonds in the wreckage.

Here’s the video Deborah took in the ruins of her home:

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Intro music “Brightside of the Sun,” by Basin and Range. “Still Water,” by Daniel Lanois. Outro: “Smoke Alarm,” by Carsie Blanton.

Still Water, by Daniel Lanois

Sad eyes, sad eyesWhere're you going with that confidence?Sad eyes, sad eyesWhere're you going with that confidence?I'm going to where the boats go byCaledonia river flow so wideI'm going to where the boats go byCaledonia river flow so wideStill water - Laying overStill water - Laying overStill water - Laying overCaledonia river oh, so wideWild eyes in the wildernessWhere're you going with the devil in hand?Wild eyes in the wildernessWhere're you going with the devil in hand?I'm going to build the bridges highfor working money, for working moneyI'm going to climb the bridges highCaledonia brother far awayStill water - I'm laying overStill water - Lay my body down overStill water - Laying overCaledonia river far away...Sad eyes in the weary nightHave you seen your brother,have you seen your brother?Waiting by the river GrandCaledonia river oh, so wideGoing to where the rain fallsLook for my brother,look for my brotherGoing to where the rain fallsCaledonia river far awayStill water - Laying overStill water - Lay my body downStill water - Laying overCaledonia river far away...



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0:00.0

Rade humano papachango. Oh, Hey now this is a very special episode.

0:33.2

This is Deborah Eden Tall, who's been on the podcast before.

0:38.9

She was on, I'm about to tell you, episode 543. She's a Zen teacher. She's an author. Her last

0:49.3

book is called Luminous darkness.

1:00.5

She's a Zen monk and she's a very interesting woman, but the reason I had her on the podcast again the immediate reason is that a few weeks ago

1:07.2

Hurricane Helene wiped out big chunks of the southeast,

1:15.0

including, as it turns out,

1:18.0

the little area where Deborah,

1:22.0

she also goes by Eden I believe, where she was living with her husband and

1:29.2

their house got swept away, crushed, broken, swept away, destroyed. And her brother,

1:39.7

Deborah's brother, Danny, who lives in Topanga, who I don't think I've ever met in person, but we

1:46.5

correspond sometimes.

1:48.8

And he wrote to me and he said, hey, you know, my sister, who you've had on the podcast, I didn't know at that point that that was his sister, but in any case, her house just got wiped out.

2:02.0

She lived through an incredible thing and I think she'd

2:05.2

be willing to talk about it if you'd like to have her on the podcast and of

2:09.7

course my initial reaction was like I don't want to intrude on someone who's just you

2:16.8

know going through this incredible trauma I don't I don't want to you know be an imposition just to get a podcast episode out of it.

2:28.0

But Danny wrote to her and then wrote back to me.

2:33.3

And he was like, no, she's into it.

2:34.8

She wants to share it.

2:35.8

She thinks it's important to tell people about what this is like.

2:40.6

So we set it up and we just had the conversation a couple hours ago and I'm going to post this

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