I'm your house, Destiny said well. I'm also your host Sarah Crowley and this is bookmarked. No, hey, so just letting you know I had a dream last night.

No, I had a dream last night that I met Tom Holland and Zendaya on the street in New York and that I told myself like in my dream which is always weird that like you have inner monologue even in your dreams because like I didn't say this out loud but I remember thinking it in my dream of like I didn't want to go up and say anything to them but I was like when are you

ever going to get this chance again and then I went to a whole entire

sh feel about how much they both been to me which was really embarrassing and I

woke up embarrassed.

It was preparing you for if that were to happen one day you now know you have to have the courage to say something.

I don't know if I could. It was embarrassing in the dream. Imagine if I did it in real life.

Yeah but would you rather be embarrassed or would you rather have spoken to them?

But then it's like what if it was embarrassing and now that's like they think of me and now they laugh about me behind my back sometimes.

At least they're thinking about you. At least they know who you are.

I think I'd rather that honestly, would you rather have your favorite

celebrity think about you even if they're laughing at you or never know who you are?

I think I would choose laugh at me. Laugh at me all you want.

At least you remember me.

I think I would rather never than know me.

But I feel like that speaks on our literally in our Rachel Catherine

episode when we were talking about our Inside Out Big Three and like how I said

my third one is a revolving door, but embarrassment and anger are definitely within my big three.

And I feel like that speaks that I'm just embarrassed to exist.

So the thought of that is embarrassing to me that I would just rather not be known at all.

Can't live with that. Checks out. Checks out. Checks out.

Well at least it happened in a dream. You can just keep it there. That's true. What is this? What is your dough? I need to know. I made my own

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