Hello. Hi. How are we? Okay, guys. Should I put my head on backwards? You can actually see my face.

I don't even think I'm going to edit this at all. I think I'm just going to raw upload it the way it is.

Let me adjust the lighting in here really quickly. Audio listeners, I apologize. We're currently filming this from my mattress on the floor of my apartment.

How crazy is that, guys? TMI, we have a,

we have a home that's not my parents upstairs. All right, let me see if this can work. Hold on.

Is that way too dark? I feel like it's not. Okay, we're going to do that. Okay, guys, so, hello, welcome back.

I know it's been a fat minute. My voice is also kind of gone right now but i feel like it kind of sounds soothing a lot of times i think my voice is very annoying but it's been a second

i'm filming this from my bedroom and i'm doing that because it's actually such a long story

but i've recorded four episodes now four was that

tmi that have actually gotten scratched and thrown in the trash literally trashed all four of them

after filming them and i think it was because i had another midlife crisis quarter life life crisis, whatever we want to call it,

life crisis, altercation go on in my brain, my body, and my, okay, that's, I hate that word,

I'm not going to say that. I almost just said my cat. What it was, you guys actually are probably

well aware of, just me moving and all that stuff.

I have a story time I want to get into first before I get into that part of everything,

just because it's a lot.

And sometimes I like to just tell little stories that have no emotions involved.

But when I first moved here, obviously I was apartment searching last time I talked to you guys and kind of

just reiterating my whole entire life. I had no idea what I was going to do. I literally, guys,

something is wrong with my ear. I don't know if there's water in it. I haven't been swimming lately.

So I don't know how that would happen. But every once once in a while I feel like a trickle in my ear

and it's not like a bug it's like water but anyways so let me just tell you where I've been the past

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