I'm in pain.

Oh my God.

First pod in the new car.

I just drove around for about an hour trying to find somewhere to park to record because my windows aren't tinted yet.

I know that probably doesn't sound like a big deal and I shouldn't even like I'm not trying to sound like a brat.

Genuinely though, like I just get phobias that people are watching me or I get nervous

that people are watching.

What's that called?

I get paranoid that people are watching me.

And obviously when the pods are visual, I'm like fucking like screaming, talking.

Like I talk with my hands.

I get so aggressive.

And I'm like, all right, I can't sit in the parking lot of where I live and do this

because my neighbors are going to be like schizophrenia like our new neighbor has schizophrenia so I drove

down a little bit it was like raining I was like okay I got to drive back like over this way so

anyways doesn't even really matter just know there might be people literally just staring at me

doing this and if that's why I'm a little bit tense that's why i'm a little bit tense sir welcome back to the pod i think we're i think we're a little bit more than a week

late i'm not mad about it though because we were early the week before and then i didn't want to get in the

habit of being on that same day i want to be on tuesdays. I know this is on Wednesday. We're acting,

though. We're trying. Guys, I uploaded like a 20, over 20 minute YouTube video of my life the past

month. And you guys seem to really, really like the style of it. So I'm going to try and keep doing

those. I'm trying to stay consistent on both. I think that, I don't think we are doing it. We're doing it. It's in the

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