The timing of me making this episode is funny because I just got home from Paris,

like the trip of a lifetime, with YSL beauty. They flew me out and I'm over here to talk about

nothing ever being enough. Hi friends, so this week, like I said, we're talking about nothing ever

being enough. And I'm going to talk about this from the aspect of like when you are so self-aware

and you're aware of things at a deeper level than most people, you hit this point of becoming

very numb because everything in life becomes very see-through. It's transparent. Like you can see

everything unfolding. You see why people behave certain ways. You see why they're doing what

they're doing, even though they don't see it. Like you can predict a lot of things with people,

but then also experiences, you realize a lot of experiences are very empty. And this really hits

you when you achieve something. So you understand by achieving certain things, they're all empty.

Like there actually isn't what you thought in it. It's very numb and kind of like this is it.

And this is something I really wanted to talk about because this is something that bothered me

for so long. I'm going to tell you how I flipped it and kind of got rid of that numb feeling.

And start really more excited by life again because when you are really aware, you feel like you

kind of are like cursed in a way. I always say awareness is a curse, but it's the truth. Like it's

just this cross to bear once you have it. And it's like you'll feel very isolated. Like you're in

a glass box. You can see out and no one can see in. It's like you see the complexity of everything.

You see why things are the way that they are. You can like play with tape forward and understand

things that a level people can't. And it isolates you. It makes you feel so alone with the perspectives

you can hold. It's like you're climbing a mountain and everybody can only get up to like the second

like point and you can get up to like the fifth, sixth, tenth and you're up there like

like what now? Because like you're by yourself and you can access this, but it's like you just

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