Hi guys welcome back to Better Tomorrow. Thank you so much for being here and we have a really

awesome guest. One of my ex-boyfriends is here. Colton Underwood, thank you so much for coming today.

Hi, thanks for having me.

I mean, we were just kind of catching up talking about just how weird life is from when we first met to where we are now and all the ups and downs and kind of just the journey that we've had and how we're so happy now but we definitely have been through it.

Yes.

Partly on our like on ourselves we put ourselves through it but also it's just like there's a

journey and healing and I think we both have been through a lot and have a lot of

similarities but obviously we have some differences and so for those

that don't know how we met we kind of dated ish which I want to know what you think about that.

I was on Colton C. Senate of The Bachelor and when I think back

about being The Bachelorette, when people like ask about my relationships, do you, I don't feel like they're real kind of does that make I mean

some of them yes like the but how do you really date multiple people at a time with a lot of cameras on you like yeah how

do you feel about that when people ask you about when I say oh yeah we dated it's like

did yeah and that for me it is obviously just I'm sure in your own ways but a very loaded

question because I like you know I think I've already I've already said this

before but like going on the show was a weird form of like conversion therapy on myself like I was really committed to becoming straight.

So I was trying to put myself in situations in which I would like have to date women and it doesn't make the

relationship's not real and my feelings not real because like I you know it was real but at the same time you're also

making TV and like I was enjoying that at the time like I enjoyed the process of like

filming a TV show and I had the time of my life. I was

26 when I first like entered into that franchise. Yeah. I was like I just want to have a

good time like this is fun. I don't know where else life is going to take me like this is

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