solicitations. I'm not the mood for anything. I'm really irritable and I know

that's because I just stopped my anxiety medication. I've been working with my

doctor to ween off and I finally am two days into nothing and I I could tell I'm

super anxious but it's all gonna be good because I'm aware of becoming

anxious and I'm able to calm myself down. But versus before my baseline call back

was really anxious. So I couldn't tell how to even cope with anything. So we'll see.

Listen, I uh I have been on lexachro for a year and three months and I got to a dose that worked

but then I was still sleepy and I just want to see how I do off them because I'm feeling very good

and of course don't go off your meds if you feeling good but I did talk to my doctor about it

and he was like you're basically only on a placebo dose anyway. So anyway that's my big announcement.

We'll see what the next couple weeks bring and also someone's vacuuming their car next door.

So if you hear that I can't stop because the gardener's gonna come soon and I gotta get this

podcast done. Welcome to my world. Hi. I hope everyone's having a good time. I wrote a newsletter

last week about how anxious I was about the world opening up a little bit and I think I've

worked through that because I as I mentioned in my newsletter you could get that at

felicitations.substac.com. I have just put my foot down and I'm like I'm not gonna let the tide

of opening sweep me away. I'm going to stay here until I want to be swept away or want to wait

in or whatever other analogy about the sea I want to have with this. So anyway yeah I didn't

mean to jump into it so fast but yeah that's what's going on with me. The last couple weeks I have

just kind of been lessening my dose of meds and I have to tell you it saved my life. 100% save

my life. Maybe the happiest I've ever been and then people would be like why are you getting off

of them? Well because I am sleepy all the time still. My memory is like not great. I'm getting

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