In I was in this I was in his private low class and he said sex is the closest thing to God. Wow. And I was like

now that you now that you mentioned it. I mean that's creation. Yeah. And that should be sacred.

That wow. That's sick. Yeah. That's very true though because I've been taking like obviously

this the show ed and man like I was a fucking savage like I just didn't give a fuck and then

I'm at a point now where I'm like yo like it's a big energy exchange like I'm giving so much of

me is going inside of you and like I'm a fun bubbly positive person but sometimes like I just

be sitting there just thinking like fuck like that really drained me like this person has come with

like a lot of baggage or a lot of like bad energy that's come on and like we started hooking up

and then it starts to like really like start to eat away at me and I can like feel it and I'm like

okay well there's something that just doesn't feel right and this isn't the person for me

and I think maybe it sometimes that gets like misconstrued with like oh he just used me for sex

or whatever but I've found like when it's not like the right person or the like the energy isn't

right like it's really like pulling me away so I've just been really like stopped like hooking out

with people. Yeah I was talking to a friend of mine I've mentored her for a year she's an artist

yeah she's always been a genius of an artist but now I see her transcending and I was having

a conversation with the other night and she said Charlie I want to tell you something like

interesting because it's not even a personality she's like I something crazy happened

when I wanted my dream so bad that I became disgusted by actually being touched by people

wow and I said you're transcending yeah I'm like you're taking all this energy and you're

applying it to your craft and she's like blowing up like her dream and she's like I don't like

anybody even touching me like don't even hug me because she could literally feel night and day

difference between before when that energy is being exchanged and now her energy is so pure

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