Striking, good looking, tall, just so charismatic.

He was so big in my life that the thought that anything bad could have happened to him,

it didn't make sense to me.

Perfect Southern California family.

You completely dropped off the face of the year.

My dad is not just a missing person. He has three sons, he has a wife.

I was the love of Gavin's life. I got scared.

Completely covered and blood. And you could see the hand mark.

There's no going back from that.

There's no going back.

I wanted to get away, I was scared.

We didn't know if she set it up or if she had something to do with it.

I would just fear it from my family and to be able to lose my past.

It's dark. It's very, very dark.

Who are these people?

There is a kind of peace here.

Here in our own chosen exile, the vast Pacific for company.

How else to live with what's impossible to understand?

Or forget?

What began that sunny afternoon, far away in Southern California, San Fernando Valley, early May 2012?

Something was really wrong, but a lot more wrong than I could imagine.

It was the boy who knew it first, knew something was wrong.

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