You're going to do.

You know? You know? Hi friends, it's Annie. Thanks so much for listening to the Fresh Hell

podcast. With me as always is the lovely Johanna. Hey girl, hi, How are you? I'm fine. Everything is well. Here, summer is coming. How are you? What's new with you? I have been experiencing a little bit of fresh shell myself.

I've been trying to find a painting suit on the internet.

When you just said that now I thought something horrible happened and you didn't tell me about it.

Yana, it's pretty horrible.

I gotta tell you, it's grim.

Steroids have ravaged this body.

I spent the first half of my life

with a body where I was like an ironing board with a head. I was just this like long

lean. People would say to me all the time, are you a dancer? And I'd say, yes, I'm not a

dancer. I'm a terrible dancer. I was just really skinny and flat-chested and I thought yes I'm a

ballerina sure let them think that. But now I finally got the curves I wanted they're just

not where I expected them to be. So the struggle is real.

Baving suit shopping online is a little bit demoralizing.

Especially, I just got three new boxes from Amazon today

of like tanky needs.

Please baby Jesus let one of them fit.

I don't know I have to say I love love online clothes shopping.

You know why?

Because I hate to go out and you know all this crowded places and then you have to look at all the fucking clothes there and then you have to pick them and you try them on and I never do that. I always just take the clothes and I buy them and I try them on at home and if they don't fit I bring them back.

Online shopping is like a God's gift to me. I love it. But yeah, I agree you sometimes you have to order a lot of different kinds.

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