The All right Mary. It was a very very emotional time for me for a lot of reasons. The whole time I was lip-sinking, I was trying so hard to get

rude and look at me at least once. I mean honestly she was really just like

transfixed on Brita the whole time and so I pulled out everything you know I

pulled out all the stops I tried to lip sync my heart out. I've been trying to wrap my brain around why I was crying so much and those are those

are tears that I failed to cry before the show and tears that I failed to cry before the show. Oh.

And tears that I failed to cry while I was here.

When you lip sync on the show,

it feels like you're drowning and

Ru only has one life jacket or the ability to save one person.

But in that moment too, it also kind of felt like I already know who, you know, who she's going to save.

You might have seen it on stage.

I had a lot of moments where I was a little scared to go up against Brita because everybody knows her name everybody on Reddit everybody's like I want Brita this season

Brita Brita Brita Brita we want her to win and I'm just like this kind of like po-dunk kid no one knows my name and oh they do now I mean they do now because they want to be able to diagnose what they have in their psychos.

Well that is a very dark description of what lip skiing for your life is like,

which is just what we all needed in these times.

Oh, sorry everybody.

I know, right?

It's like it's a reality show and you're drowning and my heart will go on, Titanic.

Yeah, yeah.

Yeah, and we were saying before we all started I said

part of me kind of feels like I'm playing the violin on the Titanic of like yeah we're just like

talking about drag race and you know talking about what the looks were this week and you know I'm just kind of

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