This is come follow me for us hybrid a little bit of old a little bit of new because yeah, I said it and it was good

And as always I'm your host Melanie Stroud. This is season 5 episode

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3 Matthew 2 Luke 2 we have come to worship him and I'm sorry I'm off by a week and I'm sorry that the church decided to do a

Sneak attack and put the first episode that was supposed to be from Christmas day until like the first

Hey, I didn't get the memo so when I looked back at the lessons they were mixed up

So I apologize I apologize and I want you to listen to my voice now compared to my voice then

There is so much more joy. I didn't realize

I don't know maybe I've just gotten more comfortable talking in my closet. So that's part of it

but I also just

The sadness I felt kind of emanates through there and I was I was like I'm gonna take all the sad out and

Just leave the bulk of the lesson, but I think it's important to

Leave the beginning part in talking about how I had got my divorce was final this week when I made the episode because

I want women who are going through it to know that you're not always gonna feel bad and that things change and that

Perspectives can change and that leaning on Jesus Christ really really can

Change your life and change your mood and help you feel happier. So I

Left it in there, but please know if you're new here that I have since remarried and

You don't need to set me up with your brother or something like that. It's all been taking care of don't worry about me

I'm doing great

But I also want you to know that I got to a place where I was doing great before I even met my husband and so I

Want you to know I just remember when I was first of all

It's just laying on the bed and crying and crying and crying and thought I will never feel happy again

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