Hey guys welcome back to another episode of Hot Mess with Alex Earl. It is my first time home in two months.

Two straight months I have been on the go living out of a suitcase and I cannot describe

how good it feels to be back like just being in the comfort of my own bed my

own room my own mess like I I don't know I have had the best summer ever but summer for me is over like brat summer it's over it's gone

It's canceled because we need to start some like health and wellness because I feel like I have just been so all over the place and I know I talked about like the summertime sadness before

but I truly feel like I got into like a very weird mental spout this summer and I don't really

know what caused that but like there's just been some points that I've been like really low and I'm usually like a very like positive person so I don't really know what's going on.

I've been moving like a high mess.

I don't want no trouble.

I want checks.

I don't want the second I want less.

I'm all in my head to me. I think it's normal though for us to go through phases where you know our

mental health fluctuates it's not always going to be the best but I did

truly have the best summer ever so grateful but I am just I'm so I'm so grateful, but I'm so grateful to be back home.

I'm like, I want to get my groceries.

I've been obsessed with these cucumber salads on Tik-talk from this guy, Logan.

I'm like, I want to get groceries, I want to make cucumber I'm like I want to get groceries.

I want to make cucumber salads and I want to sit in my apartment

and do work.

It's so funny because like my apartment is basically my office.

When I do my work every day, I just go and sit at my kitchen table

and I do all my meetings there.

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