Well, and you've been open about some things, right?

I'm so grateful that you had the courage to do that.

I don't know if you view it that way,

but eating disorders, issues with food,

yeah.

Depression, anxiety, OCD, the whole list. Yeah. And I wonder, because I have no clue, genuine questions here,

like as a child actor and being in that

when it was a very different era,

and all of the other isms and reasons and traumas and all the things like you've lived a life.

Yeah, I've had a big life. I've lived a life and you know I think it's kind of interesting because you know the

the time that I was acting I started professionally acting when I was 11

which is obviously we you know very tiny but for the industry it's

considered a very late entry because usually child actors start at like two or

three even then so yeah even then most kids were in commercials and you know and even like I was on

blossom from the time I was 14 to 19 but you know the other two teens on the show had been

acting since they were little you know like toddlers so I was the one who was like, I just got here.

Like you're the rookie.

Right.

So that being said, it's still, you know, I grew up

in front of cameras and it was very strange.

But, you know, I like to say I had like 11 years before I even

started acting just to grow up in my home you know which like does its own you know a lot

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