Welcome to Sad Boys, a podcast about feelings and other things also.

I'm Jarvis.

I'm Jordan, I sniff, I think I made like a,

write in a mic, right, right as you started in a way.

Jordan sniffing for 10 hours, ASMR.

Sounds to fall asleep too.

But I do have quite a lot of ticks.

Like quite a lot of like,

like mild facial ticks,

those don't happen as much anymore.

Typically like kind of later in the day, or if I'm especially antsy or something.

But I also tend to look away if I do them or at least like you know try and couch them in something and I currently I pick up kind of

one of a few rotates in you know seasonal and right now it is it is like okay pressing my upper lip to my nose kind of

sensation and doing a little like like a Reddit laugh you know yeah but just

like the unconsciously and by the time it's already coming out.

I'm like oh but I'm on camera. Not something I've noticed as a sitting a

society across from me. He looked at me more than anyone. You've looked at me more in the last couple years than any member of my family for sure because I don't see it.

Yeah I mean same it's like we're on we're on bass you don't look at me ever you're always looking at the ground.

I have to look away.

Yeah, looking away. Jordan, I cannot look at you.

I'm really, I have to practice eye contact, like in social situations because I want to look, look away.

But I started realizing, like I would be talking to someone and I'd be like looking away because I'm

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