Last week, I said something that I shouldn't have said, whether anyone was listening or not,

whether it was in a casual conversation or not, there's no excuses, and I'm not here to

make excuses.

What I said was a homophobic slur, and it was completely in the wrong, completely distasteful,

and it shouldn't.

It shouldn't be in my vote capulary.

I apologized and mended things with the person that I was said about.

I also apologized to the community, and I just want to come on and say thank you to everyone

who left a comment, sent me a DM or tweeted at me whether it was

like angry.

It doesn't matter.

It shows that you care, and it shows that you're willing to help me learn to be better.

But most importantly, I am thankful for my friends.

I'm thankful for someone that's sitting in front of me who is actually one of the first

people, actually one of the only people that called me and told me that it was wrong and

wanted to help educate me.

And now I know a lot of influences talk about like, oh my god, I'm going to educate myself,

I'm going to do this.

They don't really do it, but here we are.

I'm going to actively pursue being better and being a better influence and being better

for you guys and trying to become the best version of myself.

You know, we're all human, we're all growing, and I just want to take accountability.

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