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🗓️ 23 January 2023
⏱️ 19 minutes
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The day that I lost my boyfriend to cancer, was the day that I truly felt my life was over; a pain that is indescribable. For a while I ran from this day, trying to pretend that it didn't happen just to get by. It hurt too bad to resurface. Once I found the strength, and realized I no longer wanted to hide from my truth, I felt empowered. Sharing your experience with trauma is powerful, and I want more people to understand that it's okay to do so.
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0:00.0 | Hi everyone, for those that don't know me, my name is Caitlin Reagan. Welcome to my new podcast called Let's Talk. |
0:08.0 | And I'm going to start this podcast off with talking to you guys about March 21st of 2022. |
0:14.0 | The day cancer took my boyfriend's life. |
0:18.0 | I miss talking to you guys so much. And I know I left off very sudden. |
0:24.0 | But I do want to take a second to thank you for waiting for me to return back to social media. |
0:30.0 | I really needed time to process everything. |
0:34.0 | And after six months of giving myself time, I wanted to return to the world and tell my story through the lens of me. |
0:42.0 | To give someone out there something to relate to. |
0:46.0 | Because if I can get through a really hard time, I know you can too. |
0:52.0 | I am not super woman. I am just like you. |
0:58.0 | So I know you can do it. |
1:02.0 | I do want to communicate some trigger warnings. |
1:06.0 | This story is tough, intense. We're touching on a loss and extreme emotions that come with it. |
1:14.0 | I've learned through my past that sharing my story is not only something that helps me heal. |
1:21.0 | But can really help a community too. |
1:27.0 | I woke up that morning on March 21st. |
1:31.0 | And I was sleeping in his bed. And Francesco was sleeping on the recliner chair right next to me. |
1:39.0 | He was sleeping on that chair through a lot of the week because he was in so much pain. |
1:47.0 | And the recliner chair was just way more comfortable for him. |
1:53.0 | I really liked sleeping in his bed just being next to him as close as I can be. |
1:57.0 | Just to kind of give comfort and check in on him and just be there. |
2:05.0 | I just wanted to be there in that room with him as much as I could be. |
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