So we're live here with Fit for Service family here and I'm here with Mark Gaffney.

And that's a miracle and in of itself, actually, that you're here during this time.

What I can say about my father's passing is that I've never been in a space where I've

felt the grace and miracle more present than in this last week. It's

beyond anything that I've ever experienced in my life by a long shot. And

and there's a lot, there's a lot of like deep grief and so much, so much grace.

Because my father, he was really suffering in unimaginable ways over the last 12 years.

And you know, the mental illness which crept up, crept up, hit a tipping point where

he got lost in the voices in his head and the unprocessed trauma and

and the pain, the pain that he did his best to free himself from.

You know, and that's one thing like I can say about my dad is like, he did enough work

that I could get free, that I could get free. And now we're in a process together with Mark

and with the whole family, I have everybody flying in, all my allies, all the shamanic realms,

everybody coming in and we're going to help really liberate him by collecting all of the pieces

that he had lost along the way and bring it into homeless. Heal them completely within myself.

So all of the patterns that I may have taken on, many of which I've worked on and worked on,

but all remaining patterns within myself fully healed in the sun.

And then as they heal in the sun, they'll heal in the father and they'll heal in the whole lineage.

And that's the that's the ticoon, the fixing that we're here to do this week. And you know,

I've never really known about what the Buddhists and, you know, in our lineage talking about the

Bardo, the place in between. And in my medicine journeys that I've had since his passing, you know,

we found that he passed on Saturday, was a Saturday or Sunday, Saturday night, Saturday night.

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