One thing, I think it might is like your second most popular video right now is you talking

about why you're open about your anabolic use and your kind of general stance towards

the image you portray to your impressionable audience about it and like what your, the perception

and you kind of want to, you know how how vague or not vague

you want to be about it in being transparent but you also don't want to speak of exactly like

what you're doing necessarily um for you presumably a lot of it revolves around the fact that

you're an actual competitor but was there at what age did you make that switch to, you know, the dark side?

So this is a story you may enjoy.

And as to how I got into it.

But, you know, I'm very open about my usage. I have never told anyone about what,

you know, because I don't really want to promote it, but I do want to raise awareness around it,

you know, because of the effects that it has on mental health, you know, and sustainability for a lot of people

that are getting into. And this is kind of what, what triggered and sparked that particular

video about fake influences, you know, I just, I just had enough with watching, you know, or observing as I was growing and witnessing the growth of others,

that were clearly using some sort of, you know, testosterone or some sort of enhanced or you know anabolic whatever steroids

whatever they want to refer to it but we're claiming natural and we're just

setting unrealistic expectations for people as they are promoting you know their

supplements or their training program and you know

claiming that that is simply the result of the current physique is a result of

simply following a strict training and eating, you know,

regime. So a lot of people getting into fitness don't see these same results, even though

they're following the plans, even they, you know, they, they're following eating and the training

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