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Conversations with Cam

Owning Your Story and Surviving Postpartum Psychosis with Ayana Lage

Conversations with Cam

Dear Media

Motherhood, Cameronrogers, Freckledfoodie, Society & Culture, Health & Fitness, Nutrition, Parenting

4.71.5K Ratings

🗓️ 18 October 2023

⏱️ 55 minutes

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Summary

In this episode, I sit down with Ayana Lage to discuss her experience with postpartum psychosis, from how her symptoms began to develop after giving birth; to what led to her commitment to a psychiatric ward; to how she made a full recovery and emerged empowered about her story. Ayana shares what her relationship with her mental health was before and during her pregnancy, why the line between postpartum exhaustion and postpartum depression is so confusing, and what it felt like in the throes of her psychosis. She talks about what it was like within the psychiatric ward, how she experienced PTSD after her experience, what she hopes others take away from her experience and own about their postpartum stories, and much more. Thank you to Ayana for being so vulnerable and brave and reminding us that we are never alone, whatever our mental health experiences have been.

 

Key Takeaway / Points:

  • On the process of choosing to publicly share her experience with postpartum psychosis
  • Ayana’s relationship with her mental health before and during her pregnancy
  • The confusing line between postpartum exhaustion and postpartum depression
  • How Ayana felt immediately after giving birth and how her postpartum psychosis progressed
  • How it felt to experience delusions and what led to her commitment to a psychiatric ward
  • Ayana’s experience within the psychiatric ward
  • How Ayana began her recovery, the PTSD she experienced afterwards, and how she plans to prepare for another pregnancy in the future
  • On what she hopes others take away from her experience
  • On overcoming shame about her experience and embracing her story 
  • On how being a black woman affected Ayana’s overall medical experience
  • How Ayana feels more empowered now from her experience

 

Listen to my conversation with FF Fam member, Michelle, on postpartum depression here


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0:49.0

Hello from maternity leave and as always, thank you for continuing to support the show and the content I put out there.

1:02.0

It means the world to me to be able to spend this time with my family.

1:07.0

And specifically this time is something that is wildly important to me because I feel I want to give myself the space to really

1:18.0

mentally like adapt to all of the changes, whether it be hormonal or lifestyle that come with a child and take the time to be present for all of that.

1:29.0

And that is a large focus of today's episode.

1:35.0

I am so honored that our guest, Ayanna Lage felt comfortable to come on here and share so honestly and vulnerably about her experience because I think the more we can have these conversations, the more a hopeful like support we can get during these times, but be the less alone.

2:00.0

The more people can feel if they are experiencing something similar. So I followed Ayanna for, I don't know, like I think maybe a few years now, I don't know, but we have like been kind of quiet followers of each other, but I've always known who she was have consumed for content, et cetera.

2:19.0

I saw that she posted some articles and publications that she had done as a guest talking about her experience in a psychiatric ward because of postpartum psychosis and I immediately was drawn to the subject and had a lot of personal questions, but was also just so

2:41.0

proud as the wrong word, but like felt so many supportive emotions, I guess, towards her publicly sharing something so personal in such a public manner.

2:53.0

So I reached out to her and asked if she would feel comfortable coming on here to share and thankfully she did and I think this is just a very honest and open conversation around a topic that is very serious and one that

3:08.0

you know is a potential in postpartum, but I don't think many people discuss and maybe even those who experience it feel shame around and so I really wanted to give her the mic to share her story.

3:22.0

Ayanna is a blogger, she's a mental health advocate, a writer, and as she claims a chronic overshare so without further ado, here is our episode.

3:33.0

I'm so excited to have you on here. I've been following you for I feel like a long time, but this is our first time

4:02.0

really interacting other than like maybe a few comments and DMs, right? Yeah, it's so funny because I see you and I feel like I know you, but then I'm like,

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