I've never before carried any sort of weapon.

That day.

As luck would have it.

I did.

I was a hedge fund manager.

I made a bad trade and change a single number on a spreadsheet.

My heart feels like it's going to explode out of my chest.

That one deliberate choice.

My life came crumbling down around me.

Let me into a deep dark hole of deception that some people never climb out.

And on one particular day, I go nuts.

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I had stopped seeing patients as people.

They were just diseases and lab values.

Test results.

That cynical, detached person. diseases and lab values test results.

That cynical, detached person is a terrible doctor.

That's a doctor that kills people.

On this program, we've created a space for sharing powerful ideas anonymously.

It's time for all of us to get comfortable talking to our darker cells.

Each one will take you on an inspiring journey.

The court case was my most meaningful way I took that power in my life.

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