When it comes to God's sovereign free will of your life, what we know is this,

everyday matters and every decision matters.

And that's a lot of pressure, right?

I just basically said, you know, every decision you make good and evil is a big deal. What's up, a fan?

A man, a man so Friday.

What's up, fam? Let's go, it's your boy, J.J.

This is a mini-manse of Friday. Today we have an awesome episode.

I really have wrestled with this idea of God's will, my own free will, God's sovereign playing for my life, making decisions.

Like, when I ate that chocolate ice cream last night over the vanilla ice cream,

like God knew I was going to choose the chocolate.

Was it his sovereign playing for me to eat the vanilla?

Like, what can I have effect did that have on my life?

Was that God's plan for my life?

Was that me taking my plan into my own hands?

At what point in the decisions we make,

whether it be jobs, where we live, where we're going out for dinner is it really my choice or is it God's will as it God's will underneath and my subconscious

speed you know what I mean I've always wrestled on like a day-to-day basis. Is it just with the big things? Is it the big and the small things?

At what point is it God inside of me speaking, moving without maybe me even knowing it, is this like God's an author of a novel and as a character feels like he's making decisions and describing things. There's an author who's written the

story that the character is going through which is new for them but obviously the author

wrote it. Like I've just have always wrestled with the idea so if you have ever asked yourself the question

Like does God have a spouse for me in a sense I know from listening to heart of dating there's no such thing as the one the only one that I that there is is the one that I choose

But even then is there some kind of sovereign idea or one that God prefers for me to have.

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