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Hello my dearlings. I think you guys a little debriefing on kind of like my last

week. I feel like I like I don't know but there needs not needs if there's a

want from my listeners to have just more like growing out solo shows and then I

get on here and I just like I'm so twisted and fucked up from like like I

don't want to be out of touch. I want to make sure I'm not triggering anyone. I

want like it's so crazy because they think about how many people that we follow that

are so famous that don't ever even talk about that and just live their lives

and I'm like maybe if I just did that but then again like I don't want to

accidentally ever making me feel it's like Emma Chamberland who I have like

recently not recently discovered I've obviously known who she is for a long

time but like recently I'm like I love her like she doesn't give a shit. She has

episodes about whether or not she would consider getting plastic surgery. She's 21

because everyone feels it's care about stuff but then last night oh my god I'm

trying so hard I'm I'm in a document this I'm bad right now I wake up and grab

my phone and I look at Instagram first fucking thing upon eye opening and

that's from past internet trauma because I'm so scared of like what could have

happened on the internet while I was sleeping or like a comment like sitting on my

page for too long like I get notifications for every comment on all of our

Instagrams which is sick sick as fuck but I get nervous that like something like

somebody saw the video I post of Dobby Day asking for an ice coffee in

Italy and not being able you know them like no understanding which was like a

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