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Hello everyone, happy Wednesday.

I hope everyone's doing great.

I have some rapid fire Q&As.

I thought maybe I would talk about

my thoughts around Carmella turning one.

I post something the other day that I got a lot of feedback about

and I thought maybe I could also deep dive into that, which is that

approaching her first birthday.

I don't know what we do with yawning.

I am yawning all the time and I have, you know, had maybe a great nine hours of sleep last night.

I apologize because I know what happens a lot.

I had posts like a little video recap I did of, you know, when she was born in the

couple days before or the day before because I was at home trying to naturally induce my labor.

And I looked at it and it made me emotional, of course, reliving

the excitement of her birth.

But it mostly honestly made me really emotional because I was so

fucking stressed when I was pregnant.

Like for valid reasons and some not valid reasons, you know, like I

I hate to talk about money because money like weight is, you know, all relative and

we are very blessed, of course, oh god, it's so awkward.

But I'm the only one in my family with any income, you know, for four years.

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