So here we are.

You know, I think, first of all, we came off,

this is coming off of our biggest,

baddest, dramatic.

Yeah, that was pretty bad.

How do you, how would you call it?

I don't want to say, I said meltdown or you stormed off,

but that seems to, that seems...

I think it was a meltdown.

Was it a meltdown?

I think I kind of spiraled a little bit with all the videos

I made about you guys after.

It was probably my most embarrassing thing on camera.

So it's...

Really?

Of all the things?

Yeah, I think if you and Ela didn't call me a shame,

I mean, I have come back because I was so embarrassed,

but because she was okay with it, I was like,

let me try.

I love doing this show.

It just, it really sucked it got to that,

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