you want to know what just absolutely terrifies me, keeps me up at night, and then when I finally

fall asleep fuels my nightmares. Let me tell you about the permanence of the internet. This is a

reality of life that I contemplate multiple times a day. And not in like a sort of beautiful introspective way.

No, I contemplate this reality of life multiple times a day in fear, in a panic, overcome

with anxiety.

Okay, I am tortured by the permanence of the internet.

Tortured. And it's kind of funny because I am as tortured by the permanence of the internet as I am because of my own voluntary actions.

Okay. I made the decision to post the last seven years of my life

on the internet. I did that. I made that choice. Now I'm sort of tortured by it and it's like,

okay, but I did it to myself. That's a reoccurring theme for me. Okay, I often sort of get

myself into the most uncomfortable predicaments in my life.

Usually I'm the one who did something wrong to get myself there.

Although I don't think I did anything wrong because I actually have no regrets.

Even though I am completely tortured by the permanence of the internet, I also am aware that it is something that I have to deal with

in order to be on the internet. Like, the internet is not the internet if it's not permanent. That is

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