What's up guys? Andrew Ferby here, August 2020. What an interesting time we're in. I mean,

these last five months have been, feels like we're really just stuck in March 2020, but when all

this stuff really started going down. But we're going. So inside this update here today,

I just wanted to share a little bit about where I've been

and some of the things that I've been going through. So there's no interview here. This is just a

raw, unscripted recording, just want to talk to the fans. Yeah. So last year, one of my close friends had passed away in a helicopter accident.

And he was on vacation with his wife and a few other friends. And there were two helicopters. And I was unfortunate because his wife and a few other friends and there were two helicopters and I was unfortunate

because his wife was in the other helicopter and watched the whole helicopter crash with

her husband in it.

In fact, it was actually the guys were in one helicopter and the girls were in another one

and so all the

girls watched their husband or long long term boyfriend go down in that helicopter and it was a

it was a brutal crash there's no survivors in that crash from experiencing that I mean as you know and many know, you've lost someone, you have to go through that whole period.

There's a lot of memorials. There's just this whole sense of despair and loss and confusion and grief.

And while I was going through that, I was, I suddenly got a call from the sheriff. And this is last

year in March 2019. And just two weeks after my friend, I get a call from the sheriff and he's reporting me that my dad's no longer with us.

And yeah, I kind of just didn't believe it.

You just can't prepare for something like that.

He was very professional.

I could tell that he was very calm.

And I kept asking, like, are you going to call the ambulance?

Are you going to try and save him?

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