Fear and anger or what drove me to take action. Like I didn't have a lot of faith. I had a lot of anger.

And that's what I had. And so that's what I used. And it took me years, like years, not like a year,

like six to like I would say even switch to not always being driven by anger and trying to prove people wrong

and make the point that I was right. You know what I mean?

And I wouldn't say that I'm purely faith driven now. I would say that I have elements of it.

And so I just don't know if it's a binary for me. I would just say that over time,

I have less of that and I have more of some other stuff. Like I enjoy what I do now a lot.

And so I do a lot of it. And so, you know, trying to find what the fuel is now, I don't think

about it much. I just do the things that I enjoy and that I've been rewarded for doing in the past.

And so, like, I work hard on things because the harder I work on things,

the better things tend to work out for me.

And so the projects that I'll work on now,

I have way longer time rising than I did.

Like, Jim Launch was just like, I mean,

I told Layla when we started making like,

I'll say crazy money in quotes here, but we were taking home like a million a monthish and we're in our 20s.

Like, like, I didn't think it was going to last.

So I was like, we need to live so cheap and take every dollar we possibly.

And I told her as soon as it started working, I was like, we have 18 months.

I told her.

I sat her down. I was like, we have 18 months before this is going to not work. So like, we need to just make this work. And here, gym launches six years later

still crushing it. You know what I mean? But like, I didn't know that. Right. And so there was

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