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I just wasn't prepared for the loneliness of it.

I wasn't prepared for also how much I would change,

which is why I became obsessed with this word that you and me were talking about

Patressons but I'm obsessed with it.

I'd cry when she woke up, makes me cry thinking about it the pressure that I put on myself.

Now I've studied what sleep deprivation does to the brain and the compassion I have for myself.

Oh my God, I just want to go back to that person and hug her.

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