Do I have an episode for you this week?

My God.

This is the lesson you were meant to learn that you thought you learned.

This just cracked me in the head the other day.

I can't wait to tell you.

Should I tell you from my experience or talk about it just like in general?

I feel like from my experience, so like you can see yourself

and see how dumb we've been. I don't want to admit this, but it's the truth. Ain't no running from it.

I have not been the same or felt the same emotionally or mentally since a certain breakup over a year

ago. When I feel like I can't get over something or there's like still

something attaching me to something in the past or somebody it infuriates me like it genuinely

makes me want to bash my head into a wall because with a certain situation I was over here like

I've nitpicked this to death I've journaled about about it. I've written about it. I've pulled every

lesson and then some out of this scenario that I could pull. I woke up the other day.

Thinking about this certain person again, pissed off that I was thinking about it again. Like,

are we seriously going to keep doing this?

What I wanted to do was wake up, bash my head into a wall, and then eat five Xanax,

and just not feel nothing, just be stupid.

I just was so infuriated with all the feelings coming up again about this certain

situation.

So I was like, you know what?

Clearly, it's something else,

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