I almost didn't record this today because I felt fucking worthless. Like for me to even say that

out loud, it don't make no fucking sense. Like this is the point of do it regardless, because like

it sounds dumb. This is one of the moments where it's like, yeah, no matter how you feel, you feel like

shit. Okay, cool, me too, girl.

But commit to yourself has a lot more tied into it than feeling good about it.

You don't have to feel good to commit to yourself.

Like I said, I felt worthless today.

I felt like this as soon as I hit the record button.

But now that I'm speaking and taking the action, I instantly feel different.

And to even say that I felt worthless sounds so stupid. But the action just fixed it. So,

hi, friends. I want to talk about committance of yourself. Because there's things that happen in

life. Everything's happening all the time. A lot of things been going wrong

recently. A lot of things been going right. But now I'm in a period of like everything I'm

intentionally trying to do is going a little crooked pissing me off. And external circumstances

do not get to dictate how you commit to yourself and treat yourself.

Even when it comes to this discipline, I don't even know what angle to start going into this from,

but like the discipline of like, I'll be fucked if something external is going to change the way that I treat myself.

It's taken a long time for me to finally create a cage around myself

where no matter what happens outside of me,

I do not let it crumble inside the cage.

Like no matter what happens, the cage is built and structured around me,

no matter what falls around me and ain't going to crush me.

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