52: I’ve Been Depressed … (dealing with change is hard asf)

was that TMI?

Sadie Crowell

Society & Culture, Personal Journals

4.9 • 3.1K Ratings

🗓️ 2 October 2023

⏱️ 41 minutes

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Summary

AN ERA OF HEALING.

As much as we try and plan out our lives sometimes things are out of our control. Sadie has recently faced some personal issues in her life and has taken some time to step away and reflect. Today she is sharing what she's been going through and how she's dealing with her emotions in a very raw, emotional, and ironically comical episode.

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0:00.0	Hello. Okay. Hi. Was that TMI literally straight from my bed? Honestly?
0:08.2	Slay. Honestly, loving this. Honestly, you feel so comfortable. Honestly, I feel like was that TMI?
0:16.9	I've done a few episodes of my bed before and my phone is blowing up. Do you hear that? I was
0:23.2	calling, getting, um, damn. Um, I feel like was that TMI in my bed just make so much sense. I've
0:36.0	done episodes in here before and it's it always feels so comfy and cozy and I feel like it's when
0:41.9	I get the realest because I feel like this is like FaceTime with you guys and I feel like when
0:46.1	um, I'm on FaceTime with friends and normally in my bed. Girls and guys, mostly girls, mostly girls
0:55.2	in here. We've been going no way about a cry. We've been going through it. I'm not about a ball
1:06.8	on here. I've cried way too much recently. Okay, that's got to stop. Hold on. Let me get my mother
1:15.0	fucking phone. Getting spammed in the group chat with videos. Okay, I have been. If you follow
1:21.2	me on other social medias, if you're new here by the way, welcome back to what's that TMI,
1:24.0	our Retail of Truth. Hold truth. Nothing but the truth. It's been a little depressing lately and
1:29.3	the thing is with this podcast, it's literally just me and my life and it's going to get depressing
1:34.8	sometimes because life's not always giddy. I'm happy and everything's amazing. I am happy. I'm very
1:42.5	grateful for my life and where I'm at. But I've come to realize over, I've known this for a while.
1:53.6	I've known this for a while but I think it's really kicked in in the past few weeks.
2:00.1	Just like I've taken a step back and noticed. No matter how successful you may be, you may get
2:07.3	in no matter how many people I feel like are around you, you're gonna feel somewhat alone.
2:17.0	You're gonna feel somewhat like there's more to come and what is it? What do I need more of?
2:24.3	Just for example, if you're new here or if you're not, let me just like give an example of me.
2:29.3	I just turned 20. I literally have the job that I've always dreamed of, like literally would pray
2:35.4	about being able to do this. When I was 13 years old, this was the biggest worry in my life.
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