Welcome to episode 714 with my guest Mario Adrien. If you're new, this is a place for

honesty about all the battles and our heads from medically diagnosed conditions, past traumas, and sexual dysfunction,

to everyday compulsive negative thinking. The show's not meant to be a substitute for

professional mental counseling. I am not a therapist. You've been warned. Enter, enter at your

own risk. What did I want to share? I don't know. Let's read a couple surveys. This is from the

Struggle and a Sentence survey filled out by a guy who calls himself newly reclused.

And about his bipolar two he writes like depression but with

glitter that is so good.

Snapshot from his life, aching, every single job interview I had recently all dream jobs,

then turning them all down one by one the next day because I don't want them to know

I'm actually a worthless piece of ship to trick them into trying to hire me.

Wow. Wow.

Oh, buddy.

Man, self- sabotage isatage, is a motherfucker.

It's kind of, it seems to me like it's a kind of a version of,

I don't want you to be able to fire me so I quit.

This is from the Fear Survey filled out by our friend Rabbit Heart at 4 a.m.

and she comes to us from Norway. Share something you fear. I fear that it all

went wrong just like I thought it would many years ago. I've always been anxious and in my early 20s I was terrified my life would not go well.

I struggled immensely with making choices. Where should I live? What should I study?

work with? where, etc. I know it was all because I was so

sure the choice I made would be the wrong one. Now I'm older and in my

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