Hi everybody and welcome back to Hot Off the Mass. I'm your host Samantha Bush and it feels so good to be back.

You guys, do you ever sit and think about something like in pop culture that like it's so random but like you can't stop thinking about it and it plays over and over in your head.

Well, mine is that so if you're an America's next time model girly. I mean, I was like a major America's next time model girl like that's all I want to talk about.

I'll never forget I made like a friend in seventh grade her name was Ali and we sat next to each other in science class and we talked about America's next time model and I was like we're destined to be best friends.

We didn't end up becoming best friends but we were like class friends, you know.

Anyway, so I'm just thinking about this. Do you guys remember I think it was like cycle three or four. It was Eva season. There was a woman named Amanda and she was the one that was like going to go blind.

Well, I'll never forget that she shared with the world that her son was conceived to the minute on 9 11.

And I just I think about it all the time and like there's this clip that she that they have online where she's like explaining this and you hear her like talking to him and then she's like his name is Elijah, my job.

And it's just it's so funny to me. I'm obsessed. I'm obsessed. It's all I can think about. I had to get it off my trust like I couldn't not talk about it because it's just.

I'm a I can't stop here.

It's my daughter.

Malaysia is my life, my jaw wolf, my most magical child I have ever seen in my entire life.

He was conceived to the hour on September 11th.

Okay, just had to share that.

Thank you for coming along with me on that journey.

My jaw woof.

What does that mean exactly?

What is jaw woof?

Oh, okay.

This is, I'm not looking for the Bangladesh-American music producer.

Okay, I just have, just for my own mental, like, I just had to know.

Okay.

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