We lost our soul, though.

Truth is, when you get a bunch of young people tremendously rich very early on,

and we had people making many millions of dollars in our field.

You were like, what, 30?

34, 35.

Yeah, you know, hundreds of millions in cash.

People on my team, you know, that went from making $5,000 a month to making $300,000 a month.

Oh, she's.

Yeah. You know, everyone around us was just filthy rich. And I say the word filthy because that's

the way we were acting and conducting ourselves. We were not operating with biblical principles,

kingdom values, nor I certainly wasn't. And I take responsibility because, you know, I was drinking and living like a rock star and partying like a rock star. And a lot of the people in my team and my field were emulating that lifestyle as well. We're building mansions. From the top down, I take full responsibility for, you know, my influence on that.

And obviously, I've learned a lot from that.

But, you know, so we started making some big mistakes that were self-sabotaging.

It was what I call it.

Every entrepreneur has self-sabotaging tendencies and traits under what conditions will they hit them.

And those were the conditions that were ripe

for my self-sabotaging tendencies. Just a lot of money. A lot of money and some notoriety. You know,

I had a number one New York Times best-selling book. When you're in that industry, you know,

I was selling out stadiums. Everyone knows you more. I was a rock star. You know, I walk into a

stadium with 18,000 people in it singing and enchanted my name

you know I thought I was God's gift to humanity and my ego got out of control my vices got out

of control and I self-savitaged. Yeah it seems like that's commonplace in network marketing.

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