I Hate Myself, I Hate My Sin

Bought + Beloved with Kirby Kelly

Religion & Spirituality, Education, Self-improvement, Christianity

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🗓️ 21 August 2024

⏱️ 19 minutes

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Summary

To the Christian who is struggling with self-loathing, who is more aware of sin the closer we to draw to God, and who has a Holy discontent with the brokenness of of world and the church/other believers, this episode is for YOU. We need to realize the grace of awareness and the gift of the Holy Spirit as we walk in sanctification and surrender!

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0:00.0	Kirby, I can't stop sinning. I'm a Christian. Why do I keep doing these things? I literally hate myself and feel like a hypocrite.
0:07.0	If that is you, this episode is for you. Hello, hello, hello, ladies and gems, and welcome to this week's episode of the
0:18.1	Botin beloved podcast.
0:19.4	As always, it's your girl Kirby Kelly, and today I kind of want to talk about this holy
0:24.9	discontent that so many of us have especially if we are walking with the
0:30.9	Lord pursuing the Lord. I know that this is something that I really struggled with when I first came to the faith of I love Jesus, I'm getting to know Jesus, I'm growing deeper in my relationship with Jesus.
0:43.7	But the more that I learn about him and seek his face
0:47.3	and I'm just encountered with the light of his glory and his grace,
0:52.0	the more that I realize just how wicked the world is, just how
0:57.0	evil people can be, and just how sinful I am. And I know for me it can feel really discouraging to be like I love the Lord I'm a
1:06.2	Christian I'm called to all these things I want to be this person I mean I mean I made new I'm made new in
1:11.8	Christ so like why do I made new I'm made new in Christ so like why do I keep on sinning why do I keep
1:16.2	on struggling with these things and does is God mad at me like does he hate me is
1:22.0	is he disappointed in me like I should know better at this point right and I feel like it's just every time I go before him I'm met with
1:30.2	unmet expectations of what I think I should be meeting as a Christian, this call to excellence, this call to holiness,
1:36.0	and maybe that's where you're at today.
1:38.0	Maybe that's a place you've been or maybe you're newer to the faith and this is a hurdle that you might run into of just
1:44.6	feeling like you hate yourself because you hate your sin so much. And I have a few
1:50.4	scriptures that I do want to get to about this but this was something that I was talking about today with some friends.
1:55.6	My husband and I went to church this morning.
1:57.6	We got brunch with some friends, some burritos for the Lord, you know what I mean?
2:02.2	And we were talking about this about like,
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