I want to start out by saying that it's not the same.

Breaking up with a friend is not the same as breaking up with an ex.

I understand that you could be best friends with your ex.

I get that or the person that you were dating. I understand that.

But going through a breakup with a best friend, I think is worse. I think it destroys a different part of you, a part of you that has been so

deep down in your soul, a part of you that has been there forever because they have.

They've been in your life for as long as you can remember.

And losing them, losing them just it it it doesn't even seem possible

it seems like a nightmare And at the time, it may be what you wanted. You may have been a little angry,

a little frustrated. You'd be like, ah, just get out of my life. Thinking, oh, this is your best friend.

They're gonna come back.

And they don't.

That's hard.

Hi, my name is Joey Kidney.

I am 27 years old. I am turning 20. Hi my

name is Joey Kidney. I am 27 years old. I am turning 28 next month which is pretty exciting.

I've always like been very excited to get old or older like I'm very excited to be my 30s. I've always just like wanted to find a little bit of stability but now as I'm getting there I'm realizing that stability doesn't just come when you hit a certain age. It comes when you change

the aspect and everything about your life. So I'm working on that. But going

through my years, specifically my college years. I lost a lot of friends. A lot of

friends changed. I changed and I no longer see them.

And there's different types of breakups

with your friends, right?

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