So I'm about to show you a video of me at 21-22 years old, which a friend shared with me a year and a half ago

I'd never seen this. I know whose house it was in. There's an old friend Davine's house

After a message I just gave I just got out of the army. I'm broke 49K and that I have no clue what's going on

And I'm sick of it and the guy asked me a question. Well, I'll just let you watch this video and look at the reaction

So here's me

22-year-old Pat. This is 2001

Next

We'll get at least six bigger or more and anybody that comes on my team

Will get close to six for the whole most definitely just because a team work

So we have a ridiculous team going. You know, it's crazy

When I see this

And I'm acting all confident. I got a lot of fears in the inside at that time in securities whether I can pull it off or not

But at the same time I got big dreams

I just can't imagine living a small life, but I got the fear at the same time

It's almost as if you need the requirement of a person who has big plans

I think I can pull this up, but internally you're so scared you're so insecure your self-esteem is like man

Maybe I can't pull this thing off. Maybe I can but in this phase when I look at this here's all I think about

I remember watching a Matthew McConaughey give a speech and acceptance speech when he said you know

Who you're going after and he talked about the fact that I'm going after the 45 year version of me 55 year version of me all the stuff that

He was explaining to me. It's the other way around and let me explain to what I mean by this

We all have heroes a lot of our he like one of my heroes is my dad, okay

I got heroes that are in the military. I got heroes that are

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