Hi friends this week is exactly what the title says watch me go through it we're gonna go through it together

I have been going through a weird period of my life and it's been beating the hell out of me so I figure let's just open up about it.

I don't resonate with anything right now and I really want to talk about this and

just get it out there because I've been hunting for it online and no one seems to be talking about it.

I don't resonate with anything and that's why I'm in New York right now.

Like I booked a one-way trip to just figure life out and just figure out what works and what resonates because I was at a point in LA

I didn't resonate with my life kind of since I moved, I was trying to figure it out and make it work and make myself be happy.

And the more time I just spent trying to figure out how to make it work.

I was not focused on the reality that I didn't like it.

And right before I went on tour at the beginning of this month, I kind of hit the

realization and the point of like, all right, Leo, you need to face it it you need to figure out what to do and what your next step is so I was like all right let's just go on tour and then we'll figure it out from there who I transformed into before I went on tour was a version of me I had not met before and I was excited and he did not resonate with my life I was currently living at all.

Then I went on tour and the version of me

I don't know how to explain it but like the level up mentally and the

progression and advancement and everything that I know and feel was so fast and so sudden with being on tour.

I loved every second of it, but the version of me that came after tour was someone who really could not tolerate being where I was and living

how I was. I felt like I didn't resonate with anything before Tor and then after

tour this new version of me don't resonate with Jack shit.

And I want to talk about the feeling of not resonating with anything and how disorienting

and kind of like weird and heartbreaking it is because I don't feel lost in myself.

I know who I am. I'm very clear and I have a lot of clarity on who I am, what I value, and me. But there's nothing externally I

resonate with right now and the biggest thing was my life in LA. So that's why I

ran away to New York. I didn't really run away. I did because I couldn't stand that shit no more. Like this me ain't tolerant in that. This is me is not gonna be able to just stay put and like make things work.

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