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Hey everyone Benkenbe radio episode number 679 now firstly let me apologize for

there not being any show last week I was off ill both my kids brought in some horrible virus

then the wife got it then I got it I'm still suffering with the back end of it I'm going through

about three boxes of clean next today it's mental so I just literally couldn't get to the

microphone hadn't had anything pre-prepared and I suppose it's not bad I have only missed

that is my second podcast I've ever missed in nearly 10 years min october is my 10 years of

podcasting mark and yeah I'll take that yeah so sorry so today's going to be a little bit

different it's a solo show something that I haven't done in a while and I'll be honest I have

no idea if this is of interest to you or not now life's a journey right we're always trying to

understand ourselves a bit more we're trying to better ourselves we're trying to improve you know

we're just looking at those little percentages that each day move us forward or I am anyway now

in that process we tell ourselves stories and quite often we have to unpick those stories and

sort of pack them together in a different way to try and get more clarity on why we might do

something a certain way why we might behave a certain way why we can't move forward with certain

things and I have often focused on the element of my story that I feel made me a sort of entrepreneur

and go into business and want to be self-employed etc and build things I've quite often focused on

the element of my story around my dad being sort of the key stimulus and I was listening to a

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